I would like to share with you how I feel. I feel stressed, tired and vulnerable. I’m in a transition period, and hopefully for the better. I try to get more organised and take better care of myself, but at the moment I don’t really succeed.
I’ve been living in student houses for six years now and I am happy to be moving on soon. Everything feels so intense now that it surprises me that I’ve managed to cope with so much chaos around me for so many years. There’s always ups and downs, though. But I hope to find more peace and quiet when living together with my boyfriend, just the two of us in our space, with only our energies. I’m looking forward to feeling more at home in my home.
There is no special reason for me sharing this, except that it brings me some peace already and I see the benefits of sharing. I hope you do not dislike -overly dramatic- posts like this. There are so many important things going on, and it’s hard to properly divide your attention. Where do your interests lie? I am pretty interested in this whole transition that’s going on, or that should be going on. The transition towards higher levels of consciousness and all that comes with it. I hope it is happening.
I see how everything is connected, but is it really? I feel overloaded and I don’t know where I’m heading. All these talks about beautiful concepts and associated feelings and does it make any difference really? Or am I just pretending to be something that I’m not? Does it all matter?
PS I am confident that in my new home I will be more motivated to properly prepare food and share it here, so stay tuned for happier posts! Or not if I do not manage to get used to electric cooking.